Being honest

I feel like now is a good time to become totally honest with myself. Since starting this blog, I've been so lacking in motivation to post regularly it's almost a joke. I've been following the perfect instagram posts, perfectly lit and staged photographed blogs, witty writing and people with the confidence to throw out their own brand into the world with a big 'f' you if you don't like my brand! I'm a strong independent woman!! that it's kind of intimidating to put a little stamp on the internet.
But oh my gosh. I am not that. I feel more like plain jane from the suburbs, who lives in a small unassuming house, with furniture put together from various opshops and handmedowns, sitting on my back porch step as I do every day, sipping coffee and thinking about how I really must finish all the projects I've started, and perhaps vaccuum the house in case any one comes to visit. Why would anyone want to read my blog? I'm not an expert on anything. I shouldn't be the person that offers 'how to's,' and 'diys', because really, I'm just learning myself.
But. Despite this, I really do have many projects on the go. And I really want to share them.
 I often feel as though I have so much creative energy and so much to offer, but they're like wisps that hang around in my periphery. I try to turn and catch them - but they disappear, and I'm left standing with a handful of empty air. Hopefully, with a blog, that creativity might be channeled into something that's more visible. Hopefully, people will read, and relate, and be able to share their projects, and share advice they've gained on their own road to creativity.

Toilet roll animal puppets

 The humble toilet roll. We all use them, we all throw out that cardboard tube that is left at the end. It makes you wonder how much cardboard tube is produced in the country every year, doesn't it? Luckily, its a recyclable material. But as well as being recyclable in the bin, it can also be recyclable at home and used for simple craft projects that barely cost a thing. Ideal, if you're low on money, or like the idea that you can still get rid of this at the end and not have more toys cluttering up the home. It can also be a fun way to let your kids paint and draw on their own animals or creatures, to let their imagination run wild!

 The materials used are simple. A 'dirty' surface to work on (like sheets of newspaper), felt tip pens. some paint (optional, really, if you don't want paint everywhere). I used a testpot of waterbased paint.

 Fold the front and back of the cardboard tube down to make ears, and a cut can be made around the base of the roll to create a tail.

 You could tape a kebab or popsicle stick onto the inside of the roll, to make your animals into puppets. Put on a puppet show!

 What kind of animals can you create?

Hang up your mug

 Matt and I have been obsessively watching Australia's season 3 of house rules and it is so exciting. Usually we enjoy watching The Block, but have started to become a little bit disappointed with the rooms that are produced. They are fantastic, showroom, million dollar rooms, made to be judged by designers and purchased by people with millions. House Rules is much more personal, and the ideas and designs are much more realistic and inspirational for the average person on an average wage.
I've been thinking a lot lately about what makes a home, and the small details of each rental house that Matt and I have lived in over the years that appeal to us. Together we have lived in 6 different flats/houses, from apartment style, to awful student flats, to basic two bedroom homes. Each of them have had features we can look back on and consider - features we definitely want to avoid (bedroom with no windows, a gazillion stairs, no off street parking) or most definitely have (oh, how I miss the dishwasher and bathtub in our old house!). but as well as the obvious, there are smaller details that I feel like I want to remember, and be able to incorporate into our next home - which will hopefully be all ours to change how we wish.

 For the first year we lived in this particular house, I never really took much notice of these hooks in the overhead cupboards. When I bought this set of vintage teacups from the hospice op shop (there's also another one in storage) it was proving tricky to find a place for them, so they were put on the hooks. Best. things. ever. What a great way to show off a collection, and the teacups and mugs don't take up any space in the cupboard. Definitely a small homely feature that I would incorporate in the future.

Spacing: The hooks are 11cm apart and 33cm from the bottom shelf, and they comfortably fit a collection of average tea/coffee mugs, as well as these smaller ones.

Beef and Lentil casserole

 Autumn is settling in and so is the cold weather. Lately I've been making a lot of slow cooked meals, which are easy to put together a little time in advance. It only takes about 10 minutes of prep and you're not caught trying to whip something up last minute when you're hungry and grumpy and tired. Slow cookers seem to be popular at the moment, and seem for a lot of people to be a really good investment. Personally I don't have a slow cooker - but find that the oven works fine for us. There is something really simplistic about throwing a bunch of ingredients in a crock pot and opening the oven 2-3 hours later to find an amazing cooked meal. It just gives you a very warm and cozy feeling. The aroma of something delicious cooking is always very welcoming too.

Here's an easy recipe for a beef and lentil stew which serves about 3-4 people. Beef is the cheapest option, but could easily be substituted for cubed lamb or even lamb shanks. Some people seemed to be deterred by lentils - don't let them put you off. They have a very mild flavour and add a nice texture to the dish.

 In a casserole dish, place 1 cup of orange lentils, 2 chopped carrots, 2 stalks chopped celery, and 2 cloves of finely chopped garlic.

 Dot over about 400g cubed stewing beef or lamb. Add two cans of chopped tomatoes, and 1 chopped onion. Sprinkle over some thyme and parsley, and press in a bay leaf for flavour if you have one (just remove it at the end.)

This is essentially a layered dish, so it doesn't have to be mixed together unless you want to.
Cover casserole dish with a lid, or tin foil tightly wrapped over the top to create a nice seal.
Place in the oven at 150.Celcius for 2.5 to 3 hours depending on how tender the meat is.

This could also be made without meat as a vegetarian dish, cooked for only 2 hours. Either way, it is amazing served with buttered bread, and like all stews, tends to taste even better the next day.

Waxeyes

 Unfortunately we were so busy over the last month, we missed the opportunity to harvest the apples and pears on the trees where we live.. the waxeyes and other birds really enjoyed them though! Our cats love these trees and often sit underneath, gazing wishfully up at the birds coming and going. Luckily they are too slow to catch any and we've only come across one unfortunate blackbird in the time we've been here.

 I love sitting outside at this time of year when the weather's mild, watching the leaves fall from the trees. There are so many golden trees at the moment, we are still having days of sunshine and relatively warm weather, and I really just want it to last at least a few more weeks.

A colourful world

 I'm so excited about colour today and introducing it more into daily life. Lately we have been in full swing of moving the house around, rearranging furniture and spring cleaning. I don't know how we accumulated so many things so quickly! I'm in the mid stages of putting together my creative room for my millions of projects, and we also have a sun room for projects and reading. Hopefully it will be finished soon and I will be able to share these spaces with you once they are complete.

 In the meantime, here are some photographs I took recently. I wish I could expand them to full screen for you - the details are so fascinating. Small spiderwebs, a dusting of pollen.. the details are the best part.

Feels

 I have to admit, life has been a little blurry lately. It feels difficult to get anything done. I have just completed a week of night shifts and my body is in serious protest. As well as that, the weather has been changing constantly lately. My mood has always been relative to the weather - as ridiculous as that sounds - and it's honestly been a little exhausting.

 I've spent the last few hours going through old photo albums and remembering so many different things. These photographs were only taken a month ago, during a lovely weekend with our friends. Even though I associate them with a happy feeling, in those moments that I took them I was by myself and felt vividly self conscious and lonely. - wishing I was up there with those people, floating down the mountain under a parachute.